My journey of sexual healing really started two years ago when - as any good story starts - I met a woman. Up until that point, I did not know what masculinity meant. I always found it easier to connect with my feminine side, and was afraid to embody anything remotely like the constant portrayal of “Toxic Masculinity” that permeates our media. I knew what I did NOT want to be, but no idea who I did want to be. Then I met a woman so consciously connected to and embodying her femininity that it awoke something inside of me - and broke something inside of me as well. She had introduced me to myself, as the feminine oracle does so well, but she was not meant to save me from it. I spent the next two years on a journey of healing and discovery, seeking out masculine teachers and leaders, and exploring what deep sexual intimacy really means. You can lead a horse to water, but only he can choose to take a drink.